this is graduation
and i forget
the hubbub,
that teenage jitter
in their element,
wearing the demand to know who they are, in this moment,
suspenders, sparkles, sartorial shorthand for
SEE ME.
myself, i am well past such spectacle,
crone reporting for duty, sir.
i’ve been on this tour before
and remember only dimly
the road out,
but clearly where it lands.
ah
to be henna-tattooed, fuschia-haired,
to feel the building beauty in my art,
self-conscious and careless.
hey
this is graduation,
and I remember
the hubbub that ditches us,
old stoics, folding shirts, reusing reusable shopping bags,
the loop
nettling beneath firing nerves,
keeping alive this craving for the arrow.