Mantle
everything except your underpants,
gown open in the back
the p.a. says;
doctor will be in shortly,
and we all know what that means.
i grab a brochure about eczema
which is not my concern,
here for my annual skin cancer screening.
doctor is an infant, impossibly doe-eyed and efficient,
she inspects what’s uncovered before
crinkling the paper gown to check belly and breasts.
i’m about to lampoon my silly putty skin
that has stretched over six humans;
maybe a balloon three weeks after the party dig,
but already she’s examining my back and butt.
i bet you’re thinking this is above my pay grade? might be a good one here
but i say nothing, blue paper gown open in the back,
thinking what an odd moment, this one, to summon dignity
like we’re both professionals.


Exactly. Theres grace in showing life. I get it, as you well know. And I love you🩷
I always feel the need to insult my body in front of the doctors, to let them know I am well aware how flawed I am. Lucky for me, they are always female, always kind, and I usually walk away realizing I'm doing okay. Hope you left with the same pat on the back!