i can’t even
is stitched on the imaginary throw pillow my friend assigns this moment;
the antarctic doomsday glacier melting fast and v.p. j.d. vance, jesus;
on my way downtown, a bird hurls itself against my car windshield to die a flapping death in the rear-view.
the pattern is grim.
but now i am on my way to someone dear,
the imaginary throw pillow shifting into sunlight, still perfect.
i can’t even.
I love the way you acknowledged the shift from despair to awe, using the same three words, I can’t even. Thanks for reminding me that it is possible to hold both in your heart simultaneously, and neither is diminished. Life is full, isn’t it?❤️
😔♥️